Trotting circles

Another great day with Freya. The kids and i headed out to Sue's this morning to have a play date. My kiddos and her kiddos, and my horsey and her horsey ;). Sue had played a little with Freya the day before and said that she had done some travelling circles, which excited me so much, today i really just wanted to c if i could get the bareback pad on. Its been awhile, she couldnt have been any better then she was, She was like an old pro. Sue said that she needed a little more work on the porcupine game, so i worked on that quite a bit as well as stepping it up and working on circles at a trot. She was amazing. She did 4 rotations each way and i was so tickled pink. After playing around Sue decided to get on and make sure that the steering wheel and brakes still worked and of course they did. Sue was making it sound like i was going to get on and ride a bit so of course i tried my hardest not to let her down, but i could not get myself to do it. I really dont know how i am going to get over this fear i have, i certainly hope that Ron can help me. I pray every day that this will be the day i do it, and it never happens. I am heading back out Tuesday afternoon to do some more work, so with any luck, i will do it.